#1 - uni

it's been so long since i touched this bloggie....pufff *dust flies*....hahah
been so busy with stuffs lately....especially assignments and homeworks. surprisingly even homework could take up my entire night. hmph! i have to say that i ever so quickly lose touch in my studies right after that 1 week self-break that i took for my sister's wedding. gosh, i'm like procrastinating like hell! bad bad bad.... BUT! i still manage to finish my assignment on time so *clap hand*.
i just saw somebody's post in his blog just now and all i can say is that there is no use in trying so hard to keep your friends because if they are really sincere, they will find you instead.

Well, my uni life isn't that interesting either. i choose to stick to one friend because i want to escape all the exhausting dramas and heart-breaking moments that i've faced in my foundation. Yes, i do admit that it might have been my fault for setting such high standards for my friends to follow but hey, look where it got you guys. if they can't appreciate it then i better find some other place where i can further improve my skills. one thing i realize ever since i so call 'exited' their group, they can't hold each other together anymore. Slowly, they are crawling one by one back to me either in a discrete way or another. funny. i lived in a family who never acknowledge my intelligence so why on earth would these people come crawling back to me? LOL! so amazing. i never knew that people would want me so much? and i never knew that my brain would be of use to them since i was never the smart one. well, i choose to ignore. that's just me. ha - ha.say that i'm weird or whatsoever but somehow i love being alone and doing what i want. perfect.

anyway, there's this one person which i find really amusing and interesting yet funny. let's call her Y. on the first day of class, i sat next to her and so we talked and talked so i found out that she's the earlier batch of foundation so i asked her how come she ended up in the July batch. so she said that cause she went to London so she was late in registering so that's why she ended up in my batch. Therefore me, being the innocent me, thought to myself... "ooo....London...this girl must be rich. probably clever too to register in a later intake" Then she asked for my cgpa and gpa and she gave me that look that she wanted to take me in as her group member. But, the clever me changed the topic *so proud of myself*. next, feeling suspicious of her well-being, i decided to ask my other friends about her and here's what they said "a lot of people hate her", "she failed her QT that's why she's in July intake", "even in secondary school also alot of people hate her", "she got face problem", "she only want to use people" and yada yada yada. i was utterly shocked because she sounded really convincing when she talked about London and stuff without mentioning about her failed QT. man! she's good at it. hahah. Then came a time when we need to create our e-portfolio and to my astonishment, she asked me to write out the steps to create the e-portfolio because she's busy with her mom. and i was like??? do u even know who the hell i am to ask me to do this type of shit? my gawd, her head must've been up in the clouds to realize that she could just google everything or just youtube everything. so i told her that if she's really serious about it then just come find me because it's very hard to explain in words. so she like reluctantly said ok. then i continued doing my homeworks then at about 3am, she bothered me again saying that she's finally done with her mom and told me that she's at google sites now and she wants to know the next step. ppffttt..... i logged out and went to bed quickly. muahahah! asking about assignments at the wee hours....u must be kidding me. Just yesterday she asked another favor again, she asked me to print for her the tutorial. my gosh, she never even said hi or goodmorning to me and she's asking me to do things for her? i don't think so. so once again, i ignored her and yes she still didn't say hi to me this morning and she didn't ask about the tutorial. i don't give an f anyway. cheers!